New year, new chapter, new everything.

Rightt i know it's a little late to blog about the new year, but what the hell, it's chinese new year. So it kinda counts. I've been neglecting my blog for a while. Cause i'm lazy. Okay to enlighten you peeps bout my life, i don't like school anymore, at least, not as much as i use to. It's boring and all we do is homework. I WANT MORE STORY BOOKS. I need them, to de-bore my life.

Everything is new now. new friends, new class, new clothes. new blah blah blah. i just want the old stuff back. :( my old friends, old class. sighh. But, life goes on anyways.

Ok enough for now. bye.

No daddy i'm not fat.

You know yesterday when i told daddy i wanted some ice cream, he said, eh melissa you should really stop eating so much you know. Do you realize you're getting fatter? I was like, yer what the. Daddy you so bad la. Now i don't feel like eating ice cream anymore. And he laughed and said, good la save my money. WHAT THE. I think my daddy has a thing against fatness. He keeps saying my sis is very fat too. Note the VERY. She's not fat, just plump. Ohwell.

Daddy maybe you don't realize you're a little fat too. :D hehehe

Gah msn you're really pissing me off now. NOW WOULD YOU PLEASE STOP DISCONNECTING AND SIGN ME IN ALREADY! >:C Don't make me don't friend you!

Again i'm here to remind you to listen to John Mayer. (:

Why Georgia why.

Oh my gosh the weather's killing me man. It's just so so so hot and making me sweat my hair off. Gah! Jien Yue said, You see ah mel, the weather so hot. Then people on aircond. And when they on aircond the weather gets hotter because of the thinning of the ozone layer. It makes sense lah so i'm gonna blame the weather for making itself so hot. pfft.


You see, i wouldn't mind if i was going to a place like this and the weather was hot. Places like these should be the reason the hot hot weather existed. :D BUT NO. I'm cooped up at home and sweating my pants off. You see the sand's so white in the picture, so so so beautiful. :D

The only thing that's nice about me sitting here is that i'm listening to John Mayer. ;D Oh John Mayer is sooo good. Gives me the happy, relaxed and cool feeling you know. Yeaah i think you dont' know if you don't listen to John Mayer. SO GO LISTEN TO JOHN MAYER. Those who don't like him are pure dummies. (; hehheh.

of chocolates and icecreams, :D

Oh yayy! Pmr is like over. :D Actually i don' know why but i don't feel anything lah. Like i'm happy and all, but not like ECSTATIC and JOYFUL. Just, happy and relieved. Ohmy chineseee! I think i'm getting a B. ): daaang. Oh i feel like eating lots and lots of ice cream and chocolates. :D

Next thing to look forward to,

- Jonathan and Esther coming baaaack!

- Christmas!

- Jien Yue's church camo thingy

- YC conference!

Ok and hanging out with friends. :D Yeapp. Good enough list. (:

Okay that previous post was a little stupid. But i really do hope i get straight A's. Gah everyone's busy studying. So bored lahh. I'm lazy. I know.

Ok. Hi. I don't like PMR. Ok, i'm done complaining.

I want to eat ice cream. (;

Oh i feel like going to a beach now. They're so beautiful. The waves, the sand, the breeze. Clear, clear salty sea water.

But noooo. I'm stuck at home. With the hot, sexy weather who just don't want to be cool. Oh i want to go to the Change Your World thingy tonight! But again, noooo, my parents just don't want me to go out. so bading.

Yeah well i got busted yesterday.

My parents found out something. And they're mad at me. But everything seems alright today. Oh i hope i still can go out after that incident. Jaclyn don't worry, tell me about the ending okay. :D

Oh i'm so bored. Everybody's starting to study already. I am lah. but. not really hardcore type you know. Hols are here so i'm saying hi to waking up late everyday. heeeh! :D I'm so gooding! Darling i don't like you cause you did not reply me. >:C And what is the phone incident! i want to know lah.

And i dont' like huiling. Yes i don't like HUI LING. Because she got a new kipling bag and keep on telling me. pfft. so i don't want to friend her. for now.

And i feel like eating ice cream. :/

Oh why is everyone so sad these days. D; makes me sad to see them so sad. Cheer up okay. Loves. ;D

No really, i can't do so,

Most people say, Forgive and Forget.

But no, not for me to do so to you. You suck. Mocking, bullying, thinking yourself to be so great. Hey, just because your friends tease people doesn't mean you can do it too. They do it in a more funny and hilarious way which doesn't offend anyone at all. The problem is, you do it in a more extreme way which really hurt people and irritates me. Yeah, like the way you look down on people who are a different race, or just bully others cause you think you got your friends to support you. Well, i don't know about your friends, but if i were your friend, i won't support you. In fact, i'll never be your friend in the first place. The way you speak, act, think, reflects who you are, a jerk. I just don't know why you keep wanting to impress other people, to show that you're actually ( or so you think ) cool. I don't get why you just HAVE to annoy the teachers and make them hate you. No, it's not cool at all. In fact, it makes you detestable. Yes, quite frankly, i don't like you at all. The way you insult people, full of negative points and hurtful words. Sometimes, wait no, most of the times, i really feel like punching you, or banging your head to the wall. What's your problem man, people have feelings. You really need a dose of your own medicine. That poisonous mouth of yours.

Something that was once everything, now becoming nothing.

Hmm it's just weird how, something, that was once everything to you, something you couldn't and wouldn't live without. Suddenly just got shoved away by something new, something more tempting, something more attractive, something that made you forget about the old something you couldn't live without. The old something became nothing, forgotten and left aside.

Oh life's a bitch.

I just feel like blogging,

I haven't been blogging for some time. But somehow i feel like blogging now. I don't really know what to blog but i'm sure something will come out soon and blah blah blah i'll be writing a lot of crap here, just to waste away my time.

Just so many things to say. To express. Yet, they cannot be put into words.

What are friends for, if they're not by your side to comfort you during your bad times, to celebrate with you during good times. What are friends for, if you don't trust them and they don't trust you. What are friends for, if they don't listen to your problems and give you advice.

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."
- George Washington

Yeap, true friends are indeed hard to find.

And yess! You're fifteeeen! (;

To two craaazyy friends of mine.

Happy Birthdaay Aileen Loo and Michelle Liaaangg! :D

Yes. Those're my August babies. (; Annndd there're more to come! So i shall wish you all in advance. Happy birthday! Have a blast and eat till you're fat! :D

Oh gimme a break,

You know some people just don't know the word, ANNOYING. Or IRRITATING. Or GIVING PEOPLE SOME PRIVACY. Pfft. Hey it's not like you're my best friend or i'm your best friend right. So why must you keep trying to dig some secrets from me and asking me to share my stuff. Please lah, i have my own friends for that and i'm suree i don't need your overly friendliness. PFFT! >:C

AND YOUU! YOU please stop liking my stuff okay. And liking my comments. Just forget it okay. If you think that by liking my stuff or other people's stuff, you're in the flow. THEN FORGET IT. YOU'LL NEVER BE IN THE FLOW. Stick to your own gay friends lah PFFT! And by gay, like really gay. Like you. pft.

Really, some people just don't get it. :/

With books, papers and pens all around me,

Helloo! Yess i'm blogging. I know I haven't been updating. People like me are always busy you know, since i'm so important in everyone's lives. ;D heheh. Trials are coming and i can seriously tell you, I AM NOT PREPARED! D; Sometimes i would think about it and say, oh shucks, there's only 10 more days to trials. Other times, i would think, it's only trials what, the real thing is like two more months! :D And somehow, i'll be relieved. (; But of course that's only temporary. I'm waiting for the day to come when i'll freak out and go on study mode and do some hardcore studying. But so far, i haven't really got that feeling yet you know. ;D

Okaay another stupid thing. Piano exam. Yeah this one i'm already starting to freak out. Cause i know FOR SURE i cannot pass. And my piano exam is during trials. So, yes it's 10 more days to my piano exam. And i reaaally need to do some hardcore practising. Though i think that my hardcore practising is probably aileen's normal practising everyday. :D That girlfriend of mine siao one. But that's probably why she's my good friend lah. (;

Well i'm supposed to be studying now, but obviously i'm not right. I'm skipping school todaay and tomorrow so that leaves me plenty of time to study. But not so much time to practise. Maybe i'll use my studying time to practise. Hmm okay. I'm kinda lazy already, so BYE! I'm gonna watch Family Guy now. :D hehhe SO FUNNY! (;

Yes i have finally learned that what you say to people will come back to you.

Okay i am sorry to ALL for what i have said or have done to you. As i have realized that whatever you do unto people, people will do unto you. That saying, is truee. Well not exactly DO lah. But you tease someone about something, and in the end, that same thing will happen to you and others will tease you about it. Not exactly tease. Cause no one knows about it yet. :/ Okay I AM SORRY!

Peace out. (;

Stepped on a blue bunny. );

blue bunnies are cute aren't they. :D

Okay i haven't been blogging for some time. But that's because i can't think of anything to write! School's so boring nowadays. Teachers are always absent. I'd rather stay home and study if my mom allows it. Which she doesn't cause she doesn't trust me at all. She thinks i might go out or or use the computer or watch a movie instead of studying. :/

You know i think too much of Big Bang Theory is rather unhealthy too cause i think i'm starting to talk like Sheldon. ;D Not with the big complicated words though. I'm not a genius with 180 IQ and not an expert in quantum physics. I think Wong kk would like that show very much since it's about science and physics. hahha. You know i wouldn't be blogging here if the laptop hasn't run out of battery and i'm lazy to plug it back. Yeah i know i'm using a laptop now to blog but i'm upstairs and the pendrive is DOWNSTAIRS and i'm lazy to walk.

Gosh i feeel sooo fat now. and full. My cousin came back from UK and and she bought tons and tons and tons of CHOCOLATE for me! Yeah i just finished a bar. and ate eggs and fries. Yes so i'm feeling very full now and i think i may be going to Tropicana later to swim, or go to the gym. I miss my cousin. Thank God she's back. It's been so boring without her these past three weeks. Darn she's so lucky. We're all here working and studying our butts off and she gets to tour EUROPE! And gets to watch WORLD CUP FINAL IN HOLLAND! GOSH! Imagine! I'm feeling very jealous now. And she bought lots of clothes. But nevermind. I got my share of chocolate. ;D And i'm quite satisfied. (; The only set back is, my cousin supports holland and she's been critisizing spain ever since she knew i supported spain. So it's kinda annoying me already. :/ Yeah and my internet's currently down. Stupid telephone line.


Stepped on a blue bunny. (;

Really, ohboy.

I need to organize myself. Feeling very bad bout something. Darn! Please please forgive me dear God. Forgive me for chopping myself away, for straying away these few days. Oh boy. I need to learn how to face the temptations, be more disciplined and overcome the obstacles. To do that i need You, and i know You'll always be there for me. (: That thought never fails to comfort me, knowing that someone is there for me during my worse times. Someone who i can always turn to, someone who i can tell out my problems to and wouldn't judge me. Thank You for everything dear God. ♥

I'm a mess. D:

I'm feeling unhealthy

I've been rather tired these few days. Consequences of sleeping after 1 during the hols. Having to wake up at 5.45 again everyday can KILL I TELL YOU. D: Plus i've been eating more than usual, at really weird times, so yes, my title says it all, i'm feeling unhealthy. :/

Somehow, school isn't that much fun anymore after the hols. I don't know it's me or the classes. I just sleep these days. SO TIRED LAH. Need more sleep, need more sleep! My results suck lah. I don't like them at all! Seni wtf. The most i can get is only like, 60. PFFT PFFT. I dont' feel like going to school next week. Gonna be such a bore. Guanhong not going for the whole week, luckily my BFF's theree! ( MAGIC FINGER :D ) Oooh Ooohhhh good news is! I got A for chineseee! :D First time in secondary school weih! :D 81. Am so very berry proud of myself! (;

Teachers day was okay lah i guess. Better than i expected. :/ I wasn't really sweating much and that made my day much much better! :D Oh yeah, congrats to those CHS idol winners. Some of them are really dramatic. :/

World CUP! SPAAIN! ENGLANDD! PORTUGAL! :D heehh. Okay, i'm really lazy to write already. SEE YAAH! :D

P.S. Hui Ling please reply my email.

P.P.S someone still owes me two presents! :D

P.P.P.S need more sleep. :S