Okay that previous post was a little stupid. But i really do hope i get straight A's. Gah everyone's busy studying. So bored lahh. I'm lazy. I know.

Ok. Hi. I don't like PMR. Ok, i'm done complaining.

I want to eat ice cream. (;

Oh i feel like going to a beach now. They're so beautiful. The waves, the sand, the breeze. Clear, clear salty sea water.

But noooo. I'm stuck at home. With the hot, sexy weather who just don't want to be cool. Oh i want to go to the Change Your World thingy tonight! But again, noooo, my parents just don't want me to go out. so bading.

Yeah well i got busted yesterday.

My parents found out something. And they're mad at me. But everything seems alright today. Oh i hope i still can go out after that incident. Jaclyn don't worry, tell me about the ending okay. :D

Oh i'm so bored. Everybody's starting to study already. I am lah. but. not really hardcore type you know. Hols are here so i'm saying hi to waking up late everyday. heeeh! :D I'm so gooding! Darling i don't like you cause you did not reply me. >:C And what is the phone incident! i want to know lah.

And i dont' like huiling. Yes i don't like HUI LING. Because she got a new kipling bag and keep on telling me. pfft. so i don't want to friend her. for now.

And i feel like eating ice cream. :/

Oh why is everyone so sad these days. D; makes me sad to see them so sad. Cheer up okay. Loves. ;D

No really, i can't do so,

Most people say, Forgive and Forget.

But no, not for me to do so to you. You suck. Mocking, bullying, thinking yourself to be so great. Hey, just because your friends tease people doesn't mean you can do it too. They do it in a more funny and hilarious way which doesn't offend anyone at all. The problem is, you do it in a more extreme way which really hurt people and irritates me. Yeah, like the way you look down on people who are a different race, or just bully others cause you think you got your friends to support you. Well, i don't know about your friends, but if i were your friend, i won't support you. In fact, i'll never be your friend in the first place. The way you speak, act, think, reflects who you are, a jerk. I just don't know why you keep wanting to impress other people, to show that you're actually ( or so you think ) cool. I don't get why you just HAVE to annoy the teachers and make them hate you. No, it's not cool at all. In fact, it makes you detestable. Yes, quite frankly, i don't like you at all. The way you insult people, full of negative points and hurtful words. Sometimes, wait no, most of the times, i really feel like punching you, or banging your head to the wall. What's your problem man, people have feelings. You really need a dose of your own medicine. That poisonous mouth of yours.

Something that was once everything, now becoming nothing.

Hmm it's just weird how, something, that was once everything to you, something you couldn't and wouldn't live without. Suddenly just got shoved away by something new, something more tempting, something more attractive, something that made you forget about the old something you couldn't live without. The old something became nothing, forgotten and left aside.

Oh life's a bitch.

I just feel like blogging,

I haven't been blogging for some time. But somehow i feel like blogging now. I don't really know what to blog but i'm sure something will come out soon and blah blah blah i'll be writing a lot of crap here, just to waste away my time.

Just so many things to say. To express. Yet, they cannot be put into words.

What are friends for, if they're not by your side to comfort you during your bad times, to celebrate with you during good times. What are friends for, if you don't trust them and they don't trust you. What are friends for, if they don't listen to your problems and give you advice.

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."
- George Washington

Yeap, true friends are indeed hard to find.