Oh why is everyone so sad these days. D; makes me sad to see them so sad. Cheer up okay. Loves. ;D

No really, i can't do so,

Most people say, Forgive and Forget.

But no, not for me to do so to you. You suck. Mocking, bullying, thinking yourself to be so great. Hey, just because your friends tease people doesn't mean you can do it too. They do it in a more funny and hilarious way which doesn't offend anyone at all. The problem is, you do it in a more extreme way which really hurt people and irritates me. Yeah, like the way you look down on people who are a different race, or just bully others cause you think you got your friends to support you. Well, i don't know about your friends, but if i were your friend, i won't support you. In fact, i'll never be your friend in the first place. The way you speak, act, think, reflects who you are, a jerk. I just don't know why you keep wanting to impress other people, to show that you're actually ( or so you think ) cool. I don't get why you just HAVE to annoy the teachers and make them hate you. No, it's not cool at all. In fact, it makes you detestable. Yes, quite frankly, i don't like you at all. The way you insult people, full of negative points and hurtful words. Sometimes, wait no, most of the times, i really feel like punching you, or banging your head to the wall. What's your problem man, people have feelings. You really need a dose of your own medicine. That poisonous mouth of yours.

Something that was once everything, now becoming nothing.

Hmm it's just weird how, something, that was once everything to you, something you couldn't and wouldn't live without. Suddenly just got shoved away by something new, something more tempting, something more attractive, something that made you forget about the old something you couldn't live without. The old something became nothing, forgotten and left aside.

Oh life's a bitch.

I just feel like blogging,

I haven't been blogging for some time. But somehow i feel like blogging now. I don't really know what to blog but i'm sure something will come out soon and blah blah blah i'll be writing a lot of crap here, just to waste away my time.

Just so many things to say. To express. Yet, they cannot be put into words.

What are friends for, if they're not by your side to comfort you during your bad times, to celebrate with you during good times. What are friends for, if you don't trust them and they don't trust you. What are friends for, if they don't listen to your problems and give you advice.

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."
- George Washington

Yeap, true friends are indeed hard to find.

And yess! You're fifteeeen! (;

To two craaazyy friends of mine.

Happy Birthdaay Aileen Loo and Michelle Liaaangg! :D

Yes. Those're my August babies. (; Annndd there're more to come! So i shall wish you all in advance. Happy birthday! Have a blast and eat till you're fat! :D

Oh gimme a break,

You know some people just don't know the word, ANNOYING. Or IRRITATING. Or GIVING PEOPLE SOME PRIVACY. Pfft. Hey it's not like you're my best friend or i'm your best friend right. So why must you keep trying to dig some secrets from me and asking me to share my stuff. Please lah, i have my own friends for that and i'm suree i don't need your overly friendliness. PFFT! >:C

AND YOUU! YOU please stop liking my stuff okay. And liking my comments. Just forget it okay. If you think that by liking my stuff or other people's stuff, you're in the flow. THEN FORGET IT. YOU'LL NEVER BE IN THE FLOW. Stick to your own gay friends lah PFFT! And by gay, like really gay. Like you. pft.

Really, some people just don't get it. :/

With books, papers and pens all around me,

Helloo! Yess i'm blogging. I know I haven't been updating. People like me are always busy you know, since i'm so important in everyone's lives. ;D heheh. Trials are coming and i can seriously tell you, I AM NOT PREPARED! D; Sometimes i would think about it and say, oh shucks, there's only 10 more days to trials. Other times, i would think, it's only trials what, the real thing is like two more months! :D And somehow, i'll be relieved. (; But of course that's only temporary. I'm waiting for the day to come when i'll freak out and go on study mode and do some hardcore studying. But so far, i haven't really got that feeling yet you know. ;D

Okaay another stupid thing. Piano exam. Yeah this one i'm already starting to freak out. Cause i know FOR SURE i cannot pass. And my piano exam is during trials. So, yes it's 10 more days to my piano exam. And i reaaally need to do some hardcore practising. Though i think that my hardcore practising is probably aileen's normal practising everyday. :D That girlfriend of mine siao one. But that's probably why she's my good friend lah. (;

Well i'm supposed to be studying now, but obviously i'm not right. I'm skipping school todaay and tomorrow so that leaves me plenty of time to study. But not so much time to practise. Maybe i'll use my studying time to practise. Hmm okay. I'm kinda lazy already, so BYE! I'm gonna watch Family Guy now. :D hehhe SO FUNNY! (;