No daddy i'm not fat.

You know yesterday when i told daddy i wanted some ice cream, he said, eh melissa you should really stop eating so much you know. Do you realize you're getting fatter? I was like, yer what the. Daddy you so bad la. Now i don't feel like eating ice cream anymore. And he laughed and said, good la save my money. WHAT THE. I think my daddy has a thing against fatness. He keeps saying my sis is very fat too. Note the VERY. She's not fat, just plump. Ohwell.

Daddy maybe you don't realize you're a little fat too. :D hehehe

Gah msn you're really pissing me off now. NOW WOULD YOU PLEASE STOP DISCONNECTING AND SIGN ME IN ALREADY! >:C Don't make me don't friend you!

Again i'm here to remind you to listen to John Mayer. (:

Why Georgia why.

Oh my gosh the weather's killing me man. It's just so so so hot and making me sweat my hair off. Gah! Jien Yue said, You see ah mel, the weather so hot. Then people on aircond. And when they on aircond the weather gets hotter because of the thinning of the ozone layer. It makes sense lah so i'm gonna blame the weather for making itself so hot. pfft.


You see, i wouldn't mind if i was going to a place like this and the weather was hot. Places like these should be the reason the hot hot weather existed. :D BUT NO. I'm cooped up at home and sweating my pants off. You see the sand's so white in the picture, so so so beautiful. :D

The only thing that's nice about me sitting here is that i'm listening to John Mayer. ;D Oh John Mayer is sooo good. Gives me the happy, relaxed and cool feeling you know. Yeaah i think you dont' know if you don't listen to John Mayer. SO GO LISTEN TO JOHN MAYER. Those who don't like him are pure dummies. (; hehheh.

of chocolates and icecreams, :D

Oh yayy! Pmr is like over. :D Actually i don' know why but i don't feel anything lah. Like i'm happy and all, but not like ECSTATIC and JOYFUL. Just, happy and relieved. Ohmy chineseee! I think i'm getting a B. ): daaang. Oh i feel like eating lots and lots of ice cream and chocolates. :D

Next thing to look forward to,

- Jonathan and Esther coming baaaack!

- Christmas!

- Jien Yue's church camo thingy

- YC conference!

Ok and hanging out with friends. :D Yeapp. Good enough list. (:

Okay that previous post was a little stupid. But i really do hope i get straight A's. Gah everyone's busy studying. So bored lahh. I'm lazy. I know.

Ok. Hi. I don't like PMR. Ok, i'm done complaining.

I want to eat ice cream. (;

Oh i feel like going to a beach now. They're so beautiful. The waves, the sand, the breeze. Clear, clear salty sea water.

But noooo. I'm stuck at home. With the hot, sexy weather who just don't want to be cool. Oh i want to go to the Change Your World thingy tonight! But again, noooo, my parents just don't want me to go out. so bading.

Yeah well i got busted yesterday.

My parents found out something. And they're mad at me. But everything seems alright today. Oh i hope i still can go out after that incident. Jaclyn don't worry, tell me about the ending okay. :D

Oh i'm so bored. Everybody's starting to study already. I am lah. but. not really hardcore type you know. Hols are here so i'm saying hi to waking up late everyday. heeeh! :D I'm so gooding! Darling i don't like you cause you did not reply me. >:C And what is the phone incident! i want to know lah.

And i dont' like huiling. Yes i don't like HUI LING. Because she got a new kipling bag and keep on telling me. pfft. so i don't want to friend her. for now.

And i feel like eating ice cream. :/

Oh why is everyone so sad these days. D; makes me sad to see them so sad. Cheer up okay. Loves. ;D

No really, i can't do so,

Most people say, Forgive and Forget.

But no, not for me to do so to you. You suck. Mocking, bullying, thinking yourself to be so great. Hey, just because your friends tease people doesn't mean you can do it too. They do it in a more funny and hilarious way which doesn't offend anyone at all. The problem is, you do it in a more extreme way which really hurt people and irritates me. Yeah, like the way you look down on people who are a different race, or just bully others cause you think you got your friends to support you. Well, i don't know about your friends, but if i were your friend, i won't support you. In fact, i'll never be your friend in the first place. The way you speak, act, think, reflects who you are, a jerk. I just don't know why you keep wanting to impress other people, to show that you're actually ( or so you think ) cool. I don't get why you just HAVE to annoy the teachers and make them hate you. No, it's not cool at all. In fact, it makes you detestable. Yes, quite frankly, i don't like you at all. The way you insult people, full of negative points and hurtful words. Sometimes, wait no, most of the times, i really feel like punching you, or banging your head to the wall. What's your problem man, people have feelings. You really need a dose of your own medicine. That poisonous mouth of yours.

Something that was once everything, now becoming nothing.

Hmm it's just weird how, something, that was once everything to you, something you couldn't and wouldn't live without. Suddenly just got shoved away by something new, something more tempting, something more attractive, something that made you forget about the old something you couldn't live without. The old something became nothing, forgotten and left aside.

Oh life's a bitch.

I just feel like blogging,

I haven't been blogging for some time. But somehow i feel like blogging now. I don't really know what to blog but i'm sure something will come out soon and blah blah blah i'll be writing a lot of crap here, just to waste away my time.

Just so many things to say. To express. Yet, they cannot be put into words.

What are friends for, if they're not by your side to comfort you during your bad times, to celebrate with you during good times. What are friends for, if you don't trust them and they don't trust you. What are friends for, if they don't listen to your problems and give you advice.

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."
- George Washington

Yeap, true friends are indeed hard to find.

And yess! You're fifteeeen! (;

To two craaazyy friends of mine.

Happy Birthdaay Aileen Loo and Michelle Liaaangg! :D

Yes. Those're my August babies. (; Annndd there're more to come! So i shall wish you all in advance. Happy birthday! Have a blast and eat till you're fat! :D

Oh gimme a break,

You know some people just don't know the word, ANNOYING. Or IRRITATING. Or GIVING PEOPLE SOME PRIVACY. Pfft. Hey it's not like you're my best friend or i'm your best friend right. So why must you keep trying to dig some secrets from me and asking me to share my stuff. Please lah, i have my own friends for that and i'm suree i don't need your overly friendliness. PFFT! >:C

AND YOUU! YOU please stop liking my stuff okay. And liking my comments. Just forget it okay. If you think that by liking my stuff or other people's stuff, you're in the flow. THEN FORGET IT. YOU'LL NEVER BE IN THE FLOW. Stick to your own gay friends lah PFFT! And by gay, like really gay. Like you. pft.

Really, some people just don't get it. :/

With books, papers and pens all around me,

Helloo! Yess i'm blogging. I know I haven't been updating. People like me are always busy you know, since i'm so important in everyone's lives. ;D heheh. Trials are coming and i can seriously tell you, I AM NOT PREPARED! D; Sometimes i would think about it and say, oh shucks, there's only 10 more days to trials. Other times, i would think, it's only trials what, the real thing is like two more months! :D And somehow, i'll be relieved. (; But of course that's only temporary. I'm waiting for the day to come when i'll freak out and go on study mode and do some hardcore studying. But so far, i haven't really got that feeling yet you know. ;D

Okaay another stupid thing. Piano exam. Yeah this one i'm already starting to freak out. Cause i know FOR SURE i cannot pass. And my piano exam is during trials. So, yes it's 10 more days to my piano exam. And i reaaally need to do some hardcore practising. Though i think that my hardcore practising is probably aileen's normal practising everyday. :D That girlfriend of mine siao one. But that's probably why she's my good friend lah. (;

Well i'm supposed to be studying now, but obviously i'm not right. I'm skipping school todaay and tomorrow so that leaves me plenty of time to study. But not so much time to practise. Maybe i'll use my studying time to practise. Hmm okay. I'm kinda lazy already, so BYE! I'm gonna watch Family Guy now. :D hehhe SO FUNNY! (;

Yes i have finally learned that what you say to people will come back to you.

Okay i am sorry to ALL for what i have said or have done to you. As i have realized that whatever you do unto people, people will do unto you. That saying, is truee. Well not exactly DO lah. But you tease someone about something, and in the end, that same thing will happen to you and others will tease you about it. Not exactly tease. Cause no one knows about it yet. :/ Okay I AM SORRY!

Peace out. (;

Stepped on a blue bunny. );

blue bunnies are cute aren't they. :D

Okay i haven't been blogging for some time. But that's because i can't think of anything to write! School's so boring nowadays. Teachers are always absent. I'd rather stay home and study if my mom allows it. Which she doesn't cause she doesn't trust me at all. She thinks i might go out or or use the computer or watch a movie instead of studying. :/

You know i think too much of Big Bang Theory is rather unhealthy too cause i think i'm starting to talk like Sheldon. ;D Not with the big complicated words though. I'm not a genius with 180 IQ and not an expert in quantum physics. I think Wong kk would like that show very much since it's about science and physics. hahha. You know i wouldn't be blogging here if the laptop hasn't run out of battery and i'm lazy to plug it back. Yeah i know i'm using a laptop now to blog but i'm upstairs and the pendrive is DOWNSTAIRS and i'm lazy to walk.

Gosh i feeel sooo fat now. and full. My cousin came back from UK and and she bought tons and tons and tons of CHOCOLATE for me! Yeah i just finished a bar. and ate eggs and fries. Yes so i'm feeling very full now and i think i may be going to Tropicana later to swim, or go to the gym. I miss my cousin. Thank God she's back. It's been so boring without her these past three weeks. Darn she's so lucky. We're all here working and studying our butts off and she gets to tour EUROPE! And gets to watch WORLD CUP FINAL IN HOLLAND! GOSH! Imagine! I'm feeling very jealous now. And she bought lots of clothes. But nevermind. I got my share of chocolate. ;D And i'm quite satisfied. (; The only set back is, my cousin supports holland and she's been critisizing spain ever since she knew i supported spain. So it's kinda annoying me already. :/ Yeah and my internet's currently down. Stupid telephone line.


Stepped on a blue bunny. (;

Really, ohboy.

I need to organize myself. Feeling very bad bout something. Darn! Please please forgive me dear God. Forgive me for chopping myself away, for straying away these few days. Oh boy. I need to learn how to face the temptations, be more disciplined and overcome the obstacles. To do that i need You, and i know You'll always be there for me. (: That thought never fails to comfort me, knowing that someone is there for me during my worse times. Someone who i can always turn to, someone who i can tell out my problems to and wouldn't judge me. Thank You for everything dear God. ♥

I'm a mess. D:

I'm feeling unhealthy

I've been rather tired these few days. Consequences of sleeping after 1 during the hols. Having to wake up at 5.45 again everyday can KILL I TELL YOU. D: Plus i've been eating more than usual, at really weird times, so yes, my title says it all, i'm feeling unhealthy. :/

Somehow, school isn't that much fun anymore after the hols. I don't know it's me or the classes. I just sleep these days. SO TIRED LAH. Need more sleep, need more sleep! My results suck lah. I don't like them at all! Seni wtf. The most i can get is only like, 60. PFFT PFFT. I dont' feel like going to school next week. Gonna be such a bore. Guanhong not going for the whole week, luckily my BFF's theree! ( MAGIC FINGER :D ) Oooh Ooohhhh good news is! I got A for chineseee! :D First time in secondary school weih! :D 81. Am so very berry proud of myself! (;

Teachers day was okay lah i guess. Better than i expected. :/ I wasn't really sweating much and that made my day much much better! :D Oh yeah, congrats to those CHS idol winners. Some of them are really dramatic. :/

World CUP! SPAAIN! ENGLANDD! PORTUGAL! :D heehh. Okay, i'm really lazy to write already. SEE YAAH! :D

P.S. Hui Ling please reply my email.

P.P.S someone still owes me two presents! :D

P.P.P.S need more sleep. :S

Unpacked? YES!

Camp was really really awesome. Especially the sessions. I love the message! No doubt that God is an awesome God and He can really do miracles. (;

Bad news?

I fell sick straight when i came back from camp! Gaah! Must be the lack of sleep because if the late night fellowshiping. :D So now i'm done with a flu, slight fever and sore throat. Couldn't sleep lah during camp without my bolster! Dear dear bolster, how i've missed you! The pictures taken, the new friends made, are all so awesome. (: I feeel bad cause as a commitee i didn't really do much. *PIANG PIANG* water gun shoot youu! Haaha. Being room mates with Shumin, Wenmin, Jaclyn, Michelle, June, Zhicheng and Fiona was really cool. We had a chalet. So, no rush taking baths. :D

Hahahha! The guys was complaining about their dorm cause the hot water is not working! LOL it's so funny listening to them complaining. Bout the hot water slowly dripping down, if it's not in the right position there's no hot water at all. LOL! (; AND AND! THE FOOOD! Oh gosh! The food is like sooo good! I think i've never eaten so much at home. heeh. I don't know how Wee Heng manage to eat so much food. SO much can form small mountain dee. (: Okay i think that's it for now. Runny nose GO AWAAY! Oh and sore throat tooo! >:(

Peace. HUG A TREE! :D

I'm a happy girl now.

I'M VERY VERY BERRY HAPPY TODAAAY! Okay that's it. Just to tell you i'm very happy today. Heeheheh

P.S. Germaine's annoying me. Her voice is so stupid. Her stupid game. So tomboy lah her. >:(

Okay. I'll update now lah. Well, AGC!

It was really a great experience, getting to know all those awesome myanmar and shelter kids, listening to Angie, and everythingg lah. Everything she said really impacted me. Especially on the last night. I can pretty much say i came back as a more enlightened person and better. ;D My mom didn't really want me to go cause it's in the middle of my exams. Well, frankly she didn't want me to go at all although i have signed up. But i went anyways. I gotta admit i went just to have fun and relieve stress, but it turned out to be different. ;D And i can honestly say i have no regrets. :D I wouldn't miss this to study at home.

Okay i have to organize my thoughts for a minute. There's so many things in my mind. Okay. All the talk bout Fear of the Lord really worked on me i guess. I remembered one of the speakers saying, the Fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge and wisdom, and despising evil. During camp, i was worrying bout my exams. I didn't really have time to study and only did on the last night with Sel. At night before i sleep, i would think, ohmygosh how am i gonna finish studying in time, then i'll fall asleep. When i got back i was sooo tired i slept all the way. Monday was exams. I was super super super worried. But then somehow, during exams i was surprisingly calm and GUESS WHAT! I MANAGED TO ANSWER EVERYTHINGG! So yeaaah i really really really thank God for that. More proof that He's real in our lives. Well, only maths gave me a bit of a problem but NO WORRIES! :D I'm confident i'll do well. :D AMEN!

Gah chinese was stupid. I didn't know how to do 19 questions. But ohwell. I'll at least get a B. A strong B. I hope. (; HOLS ARE HEREE! ;D

Peace. ;D

I'm really really lazy to blog right now. I'll update bout AGC soon kay! :D heehhe byebye! :D

ALLGIRLSCAMP!

There's no other word for it. I'M EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED! :D Our games group is super coool eehh Delaney! :D SALTANDPEPPER! :D Okay, I'm just here to express how excited i am. :D Exams today was easy! Piece of cake! :D Okay tuition. SEEYA! ;D

I feel ... outdated. :/

Not allowed to use the computer for two weeks, is, torturing for someone like me who usually goes on every day. Yes, and when i go back on facebook, checked my 99+ notifications, i feel soooo outdated. Hhahaha yes. GOTTA CATCH UP WITH PEOPLE MAAN! :D Hahhahah omg. Yan hui and ying chuan and yi wei and guanhong made me laughed my ass off in the wall post man. OMG hahahaha! ;D But it's all dead and quiet now. Hmm.

You guys willl see A LOT of me now! :D My computer's back. My mom is her normal "not angry" self again. :D Hhahha. BORN TO REPRODUCE TOMORROW! ;D With Janice, Sel, Ba and Sek Hao! ;D Sean i know you're jealous i see Janice every week now! Hhah! ;D Ba, my ice cream tomorrow! :DD

Mamamamamama you guanhongg! Change my facebook password. -.- Pfft. Oh well. At least you didn't write or do anything to my facebook! ;D Hhah.Exams coming. STRESS STRESS STRESS. PLUS. THE GOOD THING! ALLGIRLSCAMP! YES! Sad lah jaclyn not goingg! D: Okay gonna eat pisang goreng and get fat! LOL. BYE

Peace. Bite me! (;

I think i didn't really use my day well today. Hmm for one, i watched movies and texted the whole day. Only studying for like, half an hour? Oh well. It's the quality and not the quantity that counts right! As long as i studied something. :/ Hhaha. Yes i know i'm trying to make myself feel better. NEVERMIND! I SHALL STUDY TOMORROW! After i get my clothes and sandals my daddy promised to buy for me! ;D I'm a happy girl now! ;D

I have to say, i'm proud of myself! :D

Helloo! I haven't online and on facebook for like a week! And i have to say i'm proud of myself for being able to resist to longg! :D My mom took away the computer cable and laptops and the Ipod is with my sis so i guess you guys won't be seeing me online during the weekends! Well, i guess it's pretty good for me too cause i guess i'm a little addicted to facebook. So, as i said, it'll be good for me to not go on facebook everyday. :D Please guy pleaaseee! DONOTSPAMMYFACEBOOKNOTIFICATIONS! ;D

Exams are coming up! And the pressure, is ohmy, HUGE! ;D All girls camp is in the middle of exams. So, God i really really pray that You'll give me the strength to study and concentrate. Please pleasee bless me so i will be able to remember whatever i've studied, and i will be able to go for All girls camp! ;D Lord without You i will never be able to do what i can do now. And i'm really thankful for what You've blessed me with. I love You. :D

I have BIBLE CLASS tomorrow! So excited! ;D I'm going with, Selena, Janice and Basil! At least, they're the ones i know who's going lah. :D AND YC TOMORROW! :D Hahha. Apparently Ba said the All Bro's Camp promo is really funny! So i really curious lah! :D Okay i better stop now!

Peace. Bite me! ;D

Today was sports day. I went to school, to see you. And i did. I talked to you, smiled at you, but no, you had no expression. Sigh, guanhongggg! I think your condition is much much better than mine. D: Faster reply me lah!

Peace. Bite me!

Hmm which one? :/

I'm torn, in between two humans which i really really reaallyyy LOVE! Human A or Human B? :/ I love both of them with all of my heart. My beautiful, whole, unbroken heart. :D

To you two humans :D ,

Yes you guys light up my life. Without you two, life would be soo mundane and boringg. Each day would be passing slowly and i'll probably die out of boredom. :D So yes. I lovee you two crazy humans! :D But i would not know how to choose if i have to choose between both of you. So i guess it's a good thing as you guys mean EQUALLY MUCH to me! :D

*whoops, the humans are private and confidential! :D *

Peace. Bite me! :D

Decisions , decisions. );

I'm like super undecided bout this. Goshh, I've been asking around, and, it's like 50-50 percent. Okay so please people, help me decide, ALLGIRLSCAMP OR STAYHOMESTUDYFOREXAMS.

Okay okay don't get me wrong. If i just ask you to choose like that, you guys would be like, AREYOUCRAZY! CAMP LAH! But, the thing is, camp is in the middle of my exams. D: My exams are from 26th May to 3rd June, All girls camp is 28-30th june which is like during the three-day-weekend. So i really don't know whether to go for camp, or stay home and do what everyone is doing and study, and make good use of the three-day-weekend. Please pleasee God, make my mind clear. My parents allow me to go, they said, as long as i study hard before exams, i have nothing to worry about. BUT I SCARED LAH! LAST MINUTE STUDYING/REFRESHING MY MIND IS ALWAYS GOOD! Jaclyn jaclyn! AREYOUGOING? I really wanna go, and get happy with JANICE, JACLYN, HUEI MINN, EUGENIA AND THE OTHER CRAZY DONKEYS! But, exams. D: what a bummer. D:

Please please guys, Gimme your opinions. :D

Peace. Bite me! :D

100TH POST ;D

Okay okay, i actually have nothing to blog about, but, I saw on my dashboard and i have 99 posts to far. AND so! I was like OMG, 1 more to 100! So i just post this lah! SO YESH! My 100th post! ;D Feeling proud and awesome hereee! ;D Happy 100th post day to my bloggie! :D God bless you bloggie, and may you always be here for me to crap on, to talk and to come to you when i'm bored! Heeheh! I lovee you bloggiee! :D JESUS LOVES YOU! ;D

Finishing all projects Checked! (;

Yes! Finally, projects all DONE DONE DONE! Actually, Rachel my dear, i shall dedicate this post to you! I think, you've done ALOT for me and i really really appreciate you! Together with Jaclyn, you guys are super duper uber awesome friends to me! :D I can't bear to take all the credit, ohh screw it, i can't bear to take ANY credit at all! Cause i didn't finish those projects, i didn't do anything at all. So yes, thank youu soooo much RACHEL AND JACLYN! ;D I really can't put my thankfulness and joyfulness and appreciation into words here. But oh well, YOUGUYSROCK! And i guess pretty much everyone knows that. ;D

On the other hand, balloons are quite cool! :D

Balloon selling today was super awesome! :D I like the pink balloons! They're so pretty! :D Well, i selled balloons together with Basil, Sek Hao, John, Jedida and a few kids, which i can't really remember their names. *Oops* Jonathan, Jannah and this dude which i can't remember your name now *SORRY* were there too! ;D Hahah apparently before i came, John was given this lecture by someone who he tried to sell the balloon to about how the balloons we're selling aren't bio-degradable! LOL! :DD

Sek Hao, you need your ears dug! BITE ME! :D HAAHHA! MEMANG LAUGH DIE. Basil! I want a tap tap revenge 2 rematch okay! And you owe me ice creaaam! :D *hint* I like cookies and creeaam! ;DD

Oohh! I have two new best friends today! How cool is that? Two in a day! (; ♥

Peace. Bite me! (;

I'm stuck here D:

I'm stuck here, in my cousin's house. Surprisingly the internet is working, a plus i didn't expected. Eff my mom. I didn't wanna come. D: IT'SSOBORING! WITHALLTHOSESMALLKIDS! To them, playing Barbie dolls with Ken is fun and awesome. Ipod no battery. OHMYY! Gahh. Staying at home alone is much much better. ;D If only, IFONLY, I had wings eh HockHongg? ;D Bored bored boredd. Saveee mee! D; Worst thing is, I'm gonna be here for like 4 hours! I pray pray and pray that internet connection will not go faulty againn! Peace. ;D

See the world behind my wall ;

The sun will shine like never before ,

One day i will be ready to go ,

See the world behind my wall .

I like these few sentences. And the song's cool too! :D

Church was awesome today as usual. Praise and worship was awesome too! ;D

There is love that came for us ,

Humbled to a sinner's cross ,

You broke my shame and sinfulness ,

You rose again victorious.

Faithfulness none can deny ,

Through the storm and through the fire ,

There is truth that sets me free ,

Jesus Christ who lives in me ,

You are stronger, You are stronger ,

Sin is broken, You have saved me ,

It is written, Christ is risen ,

Jesus You are Lord of all.

No beginning and no end ,

You're my hope and my defence ,

You came to seek and save the lost ,

You paid it all upon the cross.

You are stronger, You are stronger ,

Sin is broken, You have saved me ,

It is written, Christ is risen ,

Jesus You are Lord of all.

So let Your name ,

Be lifted higher ,
Be lifted higher ,

Be lifted higher.

You are stronger, You are stronger ,

Sin is broken, You have saved me ,

It is written, Christ is risen ,

Jesus You are Lord of all.

- Stronger , Hillsong -

Yes peeps! I'm water baptised! :D

Today was an awesome day. Yes i can never forget it even if i tried. YES, i was water baptised with Jaclyn, Janice, Mandy, Alicia and Zkay! From stopping halfway on the way to jaclyn's house to change car, to all the people hugging and congratulatingg me after baptism. Yes indeed an unforgettable day. FOR THOSE WHO THOUGHT I WAS FOOLING OR ANYTHING, I'M NOT OKAY! I was just nervous, that's why i said uhh. I didn't even know i said it, until everyone laughed and i wondered why. :/ Oh well.

It all concludes to the fact, the 73 people, arise as a new person in Christ today. Amen to that! ;D Jaclyn and her whole family got baptised today. :D And i must say, i think i'm a little lousy as a daughter, i didn't know my daddy was already baptised. Hmm. But sadly, other than that, my mom and sisters are not. Sad eh? Oh well. Pray for them i will! ;D YC TOMORROW! :D I'm a happy girl now! ;D Saw keanyip and his buddies in church as well! YC YC YC! Oh how i miss you yc donkeys! ;D I lovee you Jesus!

Anddd! I loveee you yc donkeys! ;D Cool motion today ehh Sek Hao! :D Maximillian aka ali baba, scissors paper stoneee! Sorry lah i made your hand soooo red, but red is cool! :D hmm. MU won. 1-0. Was watching sambil eating dinner. :D

Kay byee! LOVES you peeps! :D

The sun is so not cool !

You know what? I don't like the sun. The sun makes you darker, sweaty and it's hot. Being fair is cool, don't you think? Look at people like Janice and Wai lee ! They're fair AND cool! :DD Gah. School today was boring, as usual. Guanhong just can't keep his mouth shut about No.1 and how good he played in volleyball. -.- Whole day today mann! Then when i got bored and went to sleep, he went and tell jaclyn. Oh well. I pity jaclyn! LOL. :D Oh well. Sports day is coming up. Yes i'm dreading it. Because it's gonna be oh-so-hot with the sexy , hot sun. YELLOW HOUSE ! :D Okay i gotta go now. Tuition! UGH. English ! Oh well, at least there's Hui ling. Oh yeah! Speaking about hui ling, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABYY! YES YOU'RE FIFTEEEEN! AND YESS YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME ALTHOUGH I'M TALLER! :D Oh well, LOVE YOU BABYY!

P.s. i don't care hockhong you have to tell me or you owe me one. :DD

♥'s

I had such a blast yesterday with Jaclyn and Amanda. :D Sad laa i didn't get to sleepover. D: Oh well. Amanda followed me and Jac to churchh! And she LIKED it! Amen to that eh? :) Heehehe, somehow when we were having breakfast, EYEBROWS became the topic of the day! Oh and today too! KDK :) Sad la all the hilarious pictures of Dylan and his eyebrows no more dee. Aiyo. :( After that we went for lunch at Curve with Dylan. Ohmygoshh! Lunch was a funnyyyy thinggg man! We suddenly got obsessed with everyone's eyebrows! Dylan's planning to make plucking eyebrows his career! And i bet Hushil would LOVEE so hire him. Me and manda almost fell off the stairs laaa today looking at his eyebrows LMAO! :DD

Church was awesome as usual. And i get to seee my moo mooo cow who love rumputs! ;D Heheh Janicee i've been missing you like siaoo man although i know it's bad for health but i beh tahan. ;) heehe.

And i really thank God for you. Yes, thank you for calling me. I just suddenly realize why am i so stressed out these days. :D I ♥ YOU! I know God really loves me cause he has blessed me with you! ♥

I really miss these outings with just the three of us ! Pleaseeee plan one againn sooon! ♥♥

And Ba, i still like your old hair, although you still look as good now! Peace. ♥

D:

Okay i super duper jealous now. AMANDA'S SLEEPING OVER IN JACLYN'S HOUSE! OMG. Gah. You guys better tell me all about it i tell you! :DDD loves! :D

I DON'T FRIEND MY DADDY!

I tell you! I don't like my daddy! IDON'TLIKEHIMATALL! He said, he'll be home by 4.30, but NO! It's now almost 8 and he's not home. Stupid daddy. I'm sorry you can't go heaven already. PFFT.

Easter Rally. ♥

Easter Rally has really been a blast. I didn't really expect so many people to come, i think the others did not too. :/ The Dewan Kuliah was really packed and HOT! Yes people HOT! Too much carbon dioxide in the air. And, i didn't expect for so many people to respond to the altar call too! This just shows how great and awesome God is. I really thank Him for making Easter Rally a great success. Next year, hahaa, you guys wait. It's gonna be more awesome than before. Greater things will be done, just wait! ♥

Now that Easter Rally is gone, *sighs* i am soo relieved. Hahaa now we have CF CAMP to look forward to! :D Malacca has like simply the best awjian, and not forgetting cendol and wan tan meee! :D Heehehe!

Oh yeah and i created a CHS recess revo group! (; So please guys, JOIN! I tell you it's gonna be soo cool and awesome doing stuff around school to spread God's love. :D Hahah the expressionon Wong KK's was EPIC when he saw the card i gave him. He was smiling and started preaching to me and Jaclyn. KDK. Oh well.

P.S. I lovee my blankie! ♥

Pfft. D:

Hey people! Yes, i'm finally updating my blogg blogg again. I've been missing you bloggie! Sorry i abandoned you in your time of need. I no internet mah, can't blame me okay bloggie. :D Okay today's been like a really really tiring and chaotic day. Easter Rally's this friday! And hahaa yes i've been doing some last minute stuff which is super not bertanggungjawab as Pn Phang would put it. ;D And and! I don't like you weather. I don't like you at all! Why do you always have to be so hot, hot till people sweat their faces off! Ohmyy dear weather, please, wear some cloud clothes for a change and shield us from your hotness. I really can't stand you anymore. ;DD Hahaa. I woke up late today. Half an hour late. Gosh, i got ready in like 15 minutes. Fastest record time laa!

Yeah today was okay la. Better than the last few days. Last few days, i was really emofied and super quiet. I mean, quieter than usual la. Hmm, why ah. I also don't know. Maybe i'm just too tired. Oh yeaah and STUPIDGEOGRAPHYPROJECT! You made me slave all night, project. And gah, teacher doesn't want you lah! So now you have no where to go but come to me. Well, now you're in Guanhong's bag la. BUT, you'll come to me soon la. IDON'TLIKEYOUATALLGEOGRAPHYPROJECT! I have been super outdated in stuff lately laa, due to my lack of internet connection. I was so bored, i played finish plants vs. zombies the second time. Lol. Yes how lifeless of me. BUT, you can't blame me! What am i gonna do la. One month without internet you know! Wahliao. My inbox kena spam dieeeeee by facebook notifications.

Oh yeah! Before i forget, HAPPYBIRTHDAYDANIELLENG! God loves you and you know it! He has brought you to this earth to fill it with your happiness and joy! Heeeheh Nielle you've been a blessing to me and ILOVEYOU! ♥♥♥

Oh yeah, i got 9th place in class. Have to tell my mom. She doesn't know yet. Well, at least that cheered me up. And i really really thank those people who have been making me laugh. Yeah. You guys are cool. ♥ Jaclyn and Rachel i love you guys no matter what! ;D ♥

Oh Heavenly Father, i just really pray that i won't be emo and lifeless anymore. FILLMEWITHYOURENERGY! INEEDIT! I really pray you give me strength to go through everything, ESPECIALLY my piano. I'm really starting to dislike piano more than i have ever before. D:

Peace. ♥

Take my dreams,

Okay i know my title has nothing to do with what i'm writing. But i just couldn't think of anything else, and i'm listening to Britt Nicole's Set the World on Fire. So, hahah.

Okay i don't like today. Today is Wednesday. I don't like it. Not one bit. Know why? Cause my mom doesn't let me go out, pfffft, PLUS i have maths tuition later at night. Double pffft! So i have nothing to do at home. Maybe i'll go catch a movie lah. But i have to wait for my sis to wake up, which would be like around 1. Lazy pig. ._. Oh yes and i found my camera cable! Haha, thanks to Ying Chuan's blessing. DOUBLE SHOT okay. He blessed two times. LOL. Yesterday was super uber fun. Went out the whole day. Oh well. Today's boring. Kinda like karma. :/

Bye! Peace. Loves!

Hair is Sel. (:

Hair is so Sel don't you think? (; I was so bored yesterday so guess what i did? Heeehhee i did my sisters hair! You know where i get the idea from? Jaclyn Wong! I suddenly thought of what she said, my mummy like to do my hair when i was young! Then it suddenly hit me! I shall do my sisters hair instead of just lying on the bed doing nothing. Then i did and i took really pretty peektures! But then right, i lost the camera cable. OHBOY! So i find deeee then only i upload lah.

Had a crazy convo yesterday with Jofan, Sel and Alex.

Ohh and not forgetting with Rachel, Choo and YingChuan.

Took every ounce of my attention and concentration lah those two convos. -.-

Peace. ;D ♥♥♥

Oh well.

I just noticed, i don't think i'm very good in doing stuff using microsoft excel, word, blah blah. The typing part okay lah. I don't know how to do the canggih stuff. Like adding tables or borders. Then my younger sister did a kinda project. And she's like doing all those canggih stuff i don't know how to do! I was like, WHAT! Where did you learn how to do that when I don't even know how to do it!

Tsk tsk, kids these days ah. Too much canggih stuff. No fair lah!

List of movies i want to watch,

I know i'm slow. I'm just making a list to remind me which one i haven't watch. Don't comment!

- Valentine's day

- Percy Jackson

- Alice in wonderland

- Tooth fairy

- Sherlock Holmes

Yes i think that's about it. Or those are the ones i can think of.

YES! Exams are over and I'm happy! Pity those who have exams after hols *hint hint* HAHA. Oh well. Byee! I'm off the watch The Proposal for the fourth time! :DD

Reason to believe,

I've been thinking about something Sam said, and i think i've gotten carried away by a lot of stuff. I planned to do something that i shouldn't do and when now i think of it, i thought to myself, what was i thinking man. And then i started to think back whatever stuff i did which was wrong and not right. And i realized i've done a lot of stuff which hurt Your heart, especially after school reopened. I really don't know what gotten into me that made me plan it.

Decisions and desires which have distracted me from You, stuff i shouldn't do but did. I've repeatedly done stuff that doesn't please You. And yes i know i've been blind. I think i have been ignoring Your way. I've been doing less and less in what brings me closer to You and I'm not proud of it. I'm nothing without You, just a body that won't work and an empty heart.

So yes, thank you Sam for waking me up. (; You're a great cg leader and stay awesome! (:

What to do?

I have been very quiet lately. Because i really don't have anything to blog about. In school it would be, OHMIGOSH! JACLYN I'M SOOO GONNA BLOG ABOUT THIS! And when i come back, i forgot. It always happens. Wonder how can i sit for exams man, if i keep forgetting stuff like that. OH YEAH! I promised to get a PERSONS number for jaclyn. Just an interesting fact lah. :D It's a GUY'S number! :D oh well, i better get it now. She'll kill me if i don't. :D Byee guys. Peace. (:

Loves!

♥♥♥

And here we go again. :D

I have no idea. I really have no idea what is so funny. But Hui Ling is laughing her ass off. And according to her, she laughed until her fingers no strength to type. Soft dee. pfft. Always like that one lor.

When i talk to her, she's always laughing. Hmm. :/

Another birthday. When's mine coming? (:

Happy Birthday Iris Leeeee! (:

Wow, i just noticed yesterday's Sam birthday.

Today's Iris. And they're both Lee.

Maybe i should change my surname to Lee. Then my birthday could be tomorrow! (:

Anyways, back to Iris. (:

You're one year older which means 14+1, which equals to fifteeeeeen! Woohooo!

I know your favourite colour is PINK! But i think everyone knows that already. Hmm.

You've been such a blessing to me and I pray God will bless you abundantly in everything you do. (:

Continue to shine for God and shine brighter than before!

Get 8A's for PMR! Yes. (:

Heehheh! I lovee youu! (:

This is an awesome post. Read it. :D

Oh well, I know i wished you already. TWICE. But since i have nothing to so and is oh-so-bored, I decided to wish you in my blog too! :D I bet you didn't expect this eh? Cause you would already think when i wished you the second time, Aww, Mel's so nice. She wished me TWO times! It would never cross your mind that I would wish you the third time! (:

Well, maybe it's a little late cause i had the whole day and i'm only doing this now but you can't blame me (: I'm a busy and important person. (: Oh well, at least there's still 1 hour 3 minutes until your birthday's OFFICIALLY OVER. So here i go!

Happy birthdayy Samuel Leeeeeeee!

You're one year older now!

Heeheh i remember Mandy thought you were a parent. When i knew that, i was wondering if she thought Ben was a parent too. Lol! (:

You told me to not get anything for you so, being the usual obedient me, didn't get you anything. (:

So since i'm obedient, you'll have to include me in your plan! Wooohooo! (:

But I didn't get you any money too. But no worries, it's Chinese New Year. You'll get your angpaus. (:

You're an awesome cg leader, don't ask me how i know since i've never been in your cg before.

I JUST KNOW LAH! (:

And may God bless you in everything you do.

And you would shine and glorify His name even more! (:

Heeehhhh! (:

In the meantime.....

I was talking to JoFan. And this was what he said.

melissa (; says:

- Tell me hunter and tiger joke or whatever it is.

JoFan - Random-Emo-Flirting-Stalker Kacauer says:

- oh yar yar yar...

- HAHAHA

- so there were 3 hunters... they do different businesses.. they went on to hunt on their own...

- in the end. ngam ngam 3 of them killed one tiger

- and they decided to split it up lor

- note: they don't know each other

- so the first one said

- "i take the legs.. coz i do herbs business.."

- the second one said

- "ok la.. i tkae body... i sell tiger meat.. set..."

- the third one said

- "cool! I take the head la then! =)"

melissa (; says:

- Then what?

- Tiger ear ah

- year

JoFan - Random-Emo-Flirting-Stalker Kacauer says:

- the other 2 were like... why they heck you take the head for..

- then he said

melissa (; says:

- I'm preparing myself to laugh

JoFan - Random-Emo-Flirting-Stalker Kacauer says:

- 'Oh, I open Maybank mar.."

- HAHAHAHAHAHA

melissa (; says:

- Ohmygoshhhh!

- Lama lame

I'm still laughing. (:

These awesome people. (:

Happy Birthday to Sue Ann and Yung Ming!

Sue, may God bless you and may you win more medals! Woohoo! :D

Yung Ming, gosh i've known you since std 3. Wahliao. Not bad eh? :D

Anyways, May God bless you guys with all he has and yeah. :D

Remember to thank me cause i know i made your day by writing this post.

Ehheheh! (;

The list.

Let's make a list. Clear my mind and unconfuse it.

1. Write proposal for Easter Rally.

2. Write letters for permission to bring barang larangan on that day.

3. Book dewan kuliah.

4. Book drumset from H & G.

5. Write the minutes.

All to be done by end of February.

OOHHHHMYYYYY! Help! Why am i the secretary? Why does the secretary do it all? Why can't the assistant leader do some of it? Why Why Whyyy! );

Great news.

Teacher changed my place.

screw her.

I'm not sitting with Jaclyn anymore. ):

Less time of ss-ing for me. ): pffft.

My babyy (;

Today someone turns 15 (: Guess who? Yesss! It's my babyy Jaclyn Wong!

Happy Birthday Jaclyn!

You're 15 noww! Older than me! Be proud of it! Cause God made you this way (: He made you come out from your mummy's tummy on the 31st of January (;

You're someone who doesn't get mad no matter how me and Xuk annoy you. (:

You're someone who is an awesome strong woman who's good in sports! Yeah! (:

You're someone nice, and funny. (:

You're someone who always ss with me. (:

You're someone who laughs and laughs like a retard. (:

Gosh i tell you, if i'm not sitting with you this year, it's gonna be sooooooo darnnnn boring for me. I loveee you Jaclyn Wong! Because you're such a retard that you make life so fun for me. (: And i think i'm starting to talk like you. :/ Hmm.

Anyways! Yes, Happy Birthday and may God bless you with everything he has. He made you for a purpose (other than being my best friend) and i do think that through you He will surely do greater things. (:

P.s I'm being a good good good friend so i will not mention Wong KK here. (: eehehe.

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